After week of turmoil, Penn State loses 1st game without Paterno
Associated Press , by Nancy Armour
12:32 PM, Nov 12, 2011
11:01 AM, Nov 14, 2011
The Nebraska and Penn State players gathered at midfield before the game, kneeling together for a long moment in a quiet stadium.
Sometimes, the most powerful statements are the simplest.
Saturday's game was a combination of pep rally, cleansing and tribute for a Penn State community rocked by the child sex-abuse scandal involving former assistant Jerry Sandusky that cost Joe Paterno his job.
"We've had better weeks in our lives, obviously," Jay Paterno, the quarterbacks coach, said after the game. "The world's kind of turned upside down, but I think our kids were resilient."
Asked about what he said to his parents in a letter delivered earlier in the day, the son choked up: "Just how proud of them I am, and, Dad, I wish you were here."
He walked away from the cameras just as the tears started to flow.
Affection for Penn State and Paterno was abundantly visible from players, fans and, yes, coaches. So was support for abuse victims.
Beaver Stadium was awash in blue -- the color associated with child-abuse prevention -- right down to the flags that accompanied the band, and more than $22,000 was collected for charities that support prevention of child abuse.
"We wanted to demonstrate, not just in the Penn State community but to rest of world, that Penn State is a caring community," new president Rod Erickson said afterward. "That Penn State will move forward with a sense of purpose. And that, hopefully, there are elements of good that can come out of situation we found ourselves in this past week."
All that was missing was a victory.
After falling behind 17-0, No. 12 Penn State rallied with two second-half touchdowns, sending the crowd of 107,903 -- largest of the year at Beaver Stadium -- into a frenzy. But the Nittany Lions fell short on their last two drives, and the game ended on an incomplete pass by Matt McGloin.
When the last whistle sounded, several Penn State players took off their helmets and stared at the ground. A few Nebraska players jumped in the air but their celebration was subdued, as if mindful of the torturous week the home team had endured.
As the Penn State players disappeared into the tunnel for the last time this season, fans let out one more rousing cheer of, "We are ... Penn State!"
"It's therapy," Dave Young, a lifelong Penn State fan, said before the game. "I love Penn State football, always will love Penn State football. Tough week, cried in my office a couple times when I had moments to myself.
"But now it's time to release and watch the football game and enjoy it."
Instead of sprinting onto the field, the Penn State team marched out arm-in-arm through a corridor formed by the band and the Football Lettermen Club. They then gathered with the Nebraska players, a scene normally reserved for after games.
"Lord, we know we don't have control of all these events that took place this week. But we do know that you are bigger than it all," Nebraska running backs coach Ron Brown said in the pregame prayer.
Once the game got under way, it was like any other Saturday at Beaver Stadium -- except for the guy in charge of the home team, of course.
It was the first time in 46 years that Paterno was not leading the Nittany Lions, but his presence was still very much evident. When his image was shown in a video montage before the second half kicked off, the student section chanted, "Joe Paterno! Joe Paterno!" Cheers of "JoePa! JoePa!" rang out early in the fourth quarter.
The Nittany Lions' first play was a fullback run up the middle -- old school, just like JoePa.
On the Penn State sideline, another Paterno paced back and forth.
Interim coach Tom Bradley decided to leave Joe Paterno's place on the team bus empty. So it was Jay, not Joe, following the starting quarterback off the bus when it arrived at the stadium.
The normally low-key son pumped his fist and shouted, "Let's go!" He high-fived passers-by on the way into the stadium, and several staffers gave him an encouraging embrace before he entered the locker room. Several players appeared to have tears in their eyes, and three wore shirts that said, "Joe Knows Football."
"Once we got here and the juices started to flow, I was focused," Jay Paterno said. "That's the way we've been trained. Joe was always telling us about the blue line of practice. When you cross the blue line, the only thing you can control is what you're doing right there."
But this Saturday was about more than football.
It was about picking up the pieces.
"Maybe today is the start of this healing process," Bradley said.
Sandusky, once considered Paterno's heir apparent, is accused of sexually abusing eight boys over a 15-year span, with several of the alleged assaults occurring on Penn State property. Two university officials are accused of perjury, and Paterno and president Graham Spanier were fired for not doing enough to act on a 2002 report that Sandusky sodomized a young boy in the showers of the campus football complex.
The scandal would be damaging enough to a university that prides itself on its integrity. That it involved Paterno, major college football's winningest coach and the man who'd come to symbolize all that was good at Penn State, made it that much worse.
Thousands of angry students paraded through the streets after Paterno was fired Wednesday night, some throwing rocks and bottles and tipping over a TV news van. While the anger has waned, the fondness for Paterno has not.
Several students were dressed as Paterno -- rolled-up khakis, white socks and thick, dark glasses -- and an entire family wore shirts that read "We (Heart) JoePa."
At Joe Paterno's house nearby, a small clutch of TV cameras and reporters stood outside. A pair of people walked to the door, rang the doorbell and left after no one answered. On the lawn were a pair of homemade signs -- one read "We Love You Joe, Thank You" the other "Thanks Joe" -- facing his house.
Nearby a small American flag had been planted in the yard of the house.
Though police promised a heavy presence to prevent a recurrence of the violence that occurred Wednesday night, all seemed calm. The parking lots were filled with fans grilling out, tossing footballs and soaking up the beauty of the warm, late fall morning.
"It's heartbreaking and sad and almost surreal. You can't get it out of your head for more than a minute. I'm sure just about everyone here feels the same way," Emmie Fay said as she glanced at the fellow tailgaters. "But we're here because we love the school and believe in it."
------ Associated Press reporters Michael Rubinkam and Genaro C. Armas in State College contributed to this report.