STATE COLLEGE, Pa. - All the familiar sights and sounds of a football weekend at Penn State were on display: Crowded sidewalks and restaurants, fans dressed in the blue-and-white of their cherished Nittany Lions, scalpers pestering passers-by for extra tickets.
Something, however, was clearly missing.
Happy Valley is anything but these days.
"There's no life here," Homer Berlew said as he and his wife, Sandra, strolled the campus to take pictures Friday. "Nothing is being said. It's like everyone's in a daze."
As the most tumultuous week in Penn State's history came to a close, the university struggled with a child sex-abuse scandal that has rocked the school and cost football coach Joe Paterno and President Graham Spanier their jobs.
The board of trustees, in its first public meeting since firing Paterno and Spanier, began the process of repairing Penn State's image by forming a committee to investigate the university's failures to stop alleged sex abuse by former assistant coach Jerry Sandusky.
The school also put wide receivers coach Mike McQueary - a key witness against Sandusky - on paid leave. It already had said McQueary would not be at Saturday's final home game against Nebraska because of "multiple threats," and the Harrisburg Patriot-News reported that he has told players by phone that he was in a secluded location outside State College.
New president Rod Erickson plans to appoint an ethics officer, and said the school will review all standards, policies and programs to ensure they meet "not only the law, but Penn State's standard."
"I know we can do this. We are resilient; we are a university that will rebuild the trust and confidence that so many people have had in us for so many years," said Erickson, formerly the provost.
Paterno's son, Scott, meanwhile, released a statement saying his father had hired Wick Sollers, a high-profile criminal attorney.
While not the subject of any criminal investigation, the winningest coach in major college football wants "the truth to be uncovered and he will work with his lawyers to that end," Scott Paterno said.
"My father is experiencing a range of powerful emotions. He is absolutely distraught over what happened to the children and their families. He also wants very much to speak publicly and answer questions," Scott Paterno said. "At this stage, however, he has no choice but to be patient and defer to the legal process."
Students planned a candlelight vigil Friday night in front of the administration building to show support for the boys who were allegedly abused, and several groups are raising money for victims of sexual abuse, getting more than $165,000 so far.
Rather than the traditional "white out" for Saturday's game, fans were asked to wear blue - the color associated with child abuse awareness. Prevent Child Abuse Pennsylvania is selling T-shirts with a blue ribbon and the slogan, "Stop Child Abuse, Blue Out Nebraska."
"It's a really complex set of emotions on campus," Sarah Knutson, a junior from Atlantic City, N.J., said as she manned a bake sale in front of The Corner, the popular restaurant across the street from the university gates. Money from sales of the homemade cookies, brownies and cupcakes with blue icing will go to Prevent Child Abuse Pennsylvania.
"We're trying to get past it. But sometimes you can't get past things," Knutson said. "You have to work through them."
Sandusky, Paterno's former assistant and onetime heir apparent, has been charged with molesting eight boys over 15 years, with several of the alleged incidents occurring on Penn State property. Paterno and Spanier were fired because trustees felt they did not do enough to alert law enforcement authorities after an alleged assault in March 2002.
McQueary, a graduate assistant at the time, told the grand jury that he saw Sandusky sodomizing a boy of about 10 in the showers at the Penn State football building. McQueary did not go to police but later told Paterno, athletic director Tim Curley and university vice president Gary Schultz, although it is not clear how detailed his description was.
Schultz, in turn, notified Spanier.
Curley and Schultz have been charged with perjury and failure to report the incident to authorities, as required by state law. They have maintained their innocence, as has Sandusky.
In announcing McQueary was placed on administrative leave, Erickson said that it had become clear the assistant coach "could not function in this role under these circumstances."
The scandal and its fallout is all anyone in State College has talked about this week.
"It's all I hear," Erica Lalli, a sophomore from Philadelphia, said. "It's all over Facebook, it's all over Twitter."
It's even in the Penn State classrooms.
Luis DeJesus, a junior from Philadelphia, said his entire history class was devoted to it Friday, with his professor asking students how they think the scandal, Paterno and the university's role will be viewed in the years to come.
"Everybody is pretty much sad